I always act tough hard to hurt and cold because i am scared once i am not i will get hurt. Every single time i let my gard down i am just hurt i trust too much i expect too much i dream too much of a happily ever after i believed that out there in this world there is still one person means to be mine, means to love me wholeheartedly. Each and every single tome i was proven wrong. I forgot that the only one person will ever love me like that is only myself and right now i am not even loving myself so who is going to love me when I can’t even love myself. I feel lonely lonely that noone is there for me when i need them no one is ever gonna pay attention to me noone see that i exist that im there. I give all my heart what did i get in return? Scars the onlything i ever get back are scars. In every relationship i put in all my heart and they never did. Noone did. Noone ever cared. I thought when i take 2 steps they will at least make one but when i take the tenth step they haven’t take a step or even step back. Sad. But true. Now i am here crying who knows that i cry noone does because noone cares and tomorrow when i wake up i will smile a lot laugh a lot they dont know i spent all night crying. Who am i becoming? So i am so greedy why am i so selfish why am i so bad. Why do i have to think about money so much why am i scared of losing of not having anybody. I remember i would share my food with my classmates i would help people in need i would do all the good and think for everybody now im just so selfish trying to greed everything trying to store my food instead of giving i do t have sorrow i see myself so indifferent so cold so heartless what had become of me! Save me god save me. Guide me show me help me please. Im just a sad sad story.
IT’S BECAUSE THEY’RE FRED & DAPHNE

